Tuesday, December 22, 2009

and I bend.


That daisy in the window? That is me,
it is 1950. One daily rotation of the pot, a mere forty-five degrees
atop this turquoise sill.
I do lean back towards it- bubble small gum pop
and nose grease triangles:
distractions to the faint of heart. But I know what I want.
that heat I crave, the tempter of my gain, the lover
who explains.
Curving like a lady, twisting amongst a pole,
those forty-five degrees, creating a tapestry:
while she’s pushing back her cuticles,
I twirl as a curl of lace.

I stare out among the thorns, those
stems protruding machetes like a
hapless guerilla. divide and conquer. divide—

Saturday, December 12, 2009

If only we got report cards on our lives,

we would know how we were doing. Except, ahhh I am failing at life right now.

I have goals set, but it is all for naught.
This is the beginning of a long winter in which I am a small bump nestled on a rotting log, holed away in some cavern drinking day old tea.

and god, this paper will not come to me.